The Doctor.

I already know what is going to happen.

Well, at least I should say it is most probable. However, I could die in my sleep.

Maybe I should explain.

I do not go to the doctor for evey little whim. In fact, I hardly ever go.

It is because I have such a strong belief in my God I do not really see the need.

I would go if my little pains and complains did not get better. But, till now they always have,

I just pray to my God.

I believe that God is in control of everything. Even little pains. He can make us well or take our life.
I know one day he is going to take my life. I know for sure.

So what is going to happen?

Well, when I finally am forced to the doctor. If that does happen. They will say if only I would have been careful and seen the doctor earlier I would be ok.

I do not believe that.

Sure, we should take care and eat healthy. Exercise. But, when push comes to shove. We die.

So instead of putting my trust in the doctor. I am putting it in God.

And when he is ready to take me I hope inshallah he takes me in my sleep. Peacefully. Without my ever having to rush to the doctor.


We will just have to wait and see.